Tuesday, May 5, 2015

The Life Of Depression

Depression is not Lana Del Rey music, with smeared black eyeliner and tears running down your face. It is not a blood-stained tub, or the blade sitting across from you. It is not being rocked back and forth by a boy as he kisses your head and whispers “I love you,” repeatedly in your ear. Depression is not the dread you feel when the person you love the most doesn’t text you back. Depression is disgusting. It is low and filthy and dirty and it eats you away, bit by bit. Depression is the stale smell of your room and your clothes, because you have no energy to clean anything. It is sitting in the bathtub for hours as you feel that dirty type of clean, letting the hot water run down your body in no aims to stand up and turn it off. It is the hunch in your back and the the defeated slouch in your shoulders, the kind that your parents always try to fix, exclaiming “Sit up straight,” but what good does that ever do. Depression is the hours spent lying in your bed, trying desperately to fall asleep but never being able to. It is your eyes being so heavy-lidded and the circles under them that don’t fade, even after a good nights sleep. Depression is the sinking feeling you get when you enter school and your mind is already set - why would you care about your grades when you don’t even care about your life? It is the darkest kind of dark, the kind that intoxicates your brain and turns your best friends to enemies, your family to people you simply push away so they don’t have to hurt just because you do. It is the raw feeling of emptiness, the kind that gnaws at your very insides and leaves you nothing more than a walking skeleton, incapacitated and incapable of feeling anything but sorrow and sadness for nobody but yourself. Depression is the deepest hole you could ever think of, the only one you could ever think of because you dug it yourself. It is being not only unable, but unwilling to pull yourself up, having the darkness swallow you whole. Depression is not rain. It is being unable to see the sun, even after the rain has passed. — It is 2015. Stop romanticizing depression.

Monday, May 4, 2015

WSGZ current show via @spreaker

New music from Jessica Jarrell, Bu$y B, Computa, Hotboy Mula, Shawn Jermaine, Nino Bronx, J.Diamond, Driive, Platnium P. Syck Flow, Continuous, Luvis and many more. @jessicajarrell @JDiamond_MrFly @MercyKnows @computamobbdeep @CONTINUOUSINTEL @SayHolaMula @ShawnJermaine

Sunday, May 3, 2015

Catch a brand new exclusive live show tonight at 9PM @wsgz1

Catch a brand new exclusive live show tonight at 9PM @wsgz networks. Stay locked in to the #1 station that plays all submission.

Friday, May 1, 2015

!!!New Music!!! Money Man by Hotboy Mula

New Jersey native Hotboy Mula is making a name for himself with the release of buzzing "Actin Funny", but now he returns with a hot new street single "Money Man". Definitely something to get the club going crazy with it's catchy hook produced by Tone Legend. Expect to hear a lot more from this exciting new artist. Check it out on Soundcloud: